the "I'm a shitty boyfriend" chronicles, part ?????

[meteorstorm]

[ this mopey motherfucker is moping around the cabin and probably spending a lot of time (even more than usual) by himself

it's like he has his own aura of guilt and shame and all that other bad stuff ]

Comments

[meteorstorm]

[ flatly ]

I don't trust myself, either. It doesn't matter how much I say I won't, or how hard I try. I'll just end up doing something stupid again.

[plainsugar]

Learn from your mistakes!

[meteorstorm]

If it were that easy, I would've already done it. I've done all I know how to do. I've tried to do the right thing and be as honest as I can about it. I can't make that choice for her.

[plainsugar]

. . .

At least you know.

[meteorstorm]

It's too little, too late. I don't expect to be forgiven. I'll be amazed if she's even still willing to talk to me.

[plainsugar]

It's really hard to stay mad at you when you keep saying these things.

[meteorstorm]

I don't want to be That Guy. I just am.

[plainsugar]

. . .

[meteorstorm]

. . .

[plainsugar]

Whatever. You're still on notice.

[meteorstorm]

I'm more afraid of what she can do than what you can do.

[plainsugar]

You mean her curses? Well, you deserve it.

[meteorstorm]

How many times do I have to say I know that already?

[plainsugar]

You deserve a reminder!

[meteorstorm]

I remind myself of it every damn minute of every damn day.

[plainsugar]

Good.

[meteorstorm]

I'm an idiot, but I'm not fucking stupid.

[plainsugar]

You sure about that?

[meteorstorm]

Positive.

[plainsugar]

Either way, you have some serious making up to do.

[meteorstorm]

I don't need you to tell me that.

[plainsugar]

Like I give a shit about what you need or don't need.

[meteorstorm]

Then don't talk to me about what you think I need or don't need to do. It isn't any of your business. Get out.

[plainsugar]

She's my friend and you fucked her over!

[meteorstorm]

What happens between me and her is none of your business. Your opinion holds no weight. If you haven't fucking noticed, I've agreed with most of what you said. Now get out. I'm not going to sit here and listen to you bitch about something that has nothing to do with you.